Now that I'm so close I'm also starting to get the multiple daily text messages from friends and family asking THE question of the hour "how are your feeling?" It doesn't bother me that they care so much that they are thinking of me multiple times a day, it actually makes me feel very loved. :) The only question I have is how to respond each time? "Good for now but 20 minutes ago I had a strange pain in my lower abdomen" "Freaked out to go through labor again" "Having a contraction but not sure if it's really doing anything" "Tired" "Hungry" "Sick to my stomach" ... you get the point. I find myself simply saying "No news to share" because let's be honest, they don't want to know how I'm feeling they simply want to know "are you on your way to the hospital yet or what?!
So for now I'm on God's schedule and have switched from praying for the baby to come NOW to praying for patience as I know that He has an exact time and way that this little one is going to come into our lives and trusting in that is what's getting me through these next few days of the waiting game.
As I write this I've been experiencing some contractions but again am not sure if they really mean anything. Considering my water breaking last time was the sign to go in I'm not sure I will know when to head to the hospital this time if my water doesn't break. This has been an actual concern of mine but my mom reassures me not to worry, "the baby will not just fall out!" This small statement has kept me from worrying about keeping track of these silly contractions until they actually start to hurt a lot. Hopefully she's right :)
Wish me luck!
|Photo taken by my amazingly talented friend Laura with Laurels and Stars Photography|